Sunday, 2 May 2010

Strike 3

you have disrespected me for the last time.

1. destroying my sample work from client
2. shouting at me in front of people during our wedding
3. walking in at 2:00am without a hello and throwing dishes in the sink noisily.

I had no idea the person you are, yet if I call you out, you get pissed off? hey I'm not perfect, but at least I don't act like I am.
You don't even see it but half the time the kids have no idea why you are shouting at them, you can't even see their bewilderment, at least if they are getting it from me they know exactly why.
you probably don't read this anymore but why should I care about your feelings when its oh so obvious you have zero respect for mine, but guess what... I'm not going to do your laundry anymore...and I never will again, and you won't even know why.

Seriously? dont be a hypocrite, and treat others the same way you expect to be treated, dont act like an effing princess, coz you aint one!

Monday, 5 October 2009

Yang boleh tahan tu tak pe, yang tak boleh tahan yang takut tu!

Wednesday, 30 September 2009

Getting your age from your IC number

(Year(Today())) - ((Combine(19, Left(RHBKKK._03_IC, 2))))

Which doesnt handle anyone if they're born on yr 2000 or higher, will need an if statement for that.

Nested IF statement for Lotus Approach

Used this to set the age group based ages.

If(RHBKKK._8_Age < 10, 'Kanak-Kanak',
(If(RHBKKK._8_Age >= 10 and RHBKKK._8_Age <= 14, 'Awal Remaja',
(If(RHBKKK._8_Age >= 15 and RHBKKK._8_Age <= 17, 'Remaja',
(If(RHBKKK._8_Age >= 18 and RHBKKK._8_Age <= 19, 'Lewat Remaja',
(If(RHBKKK._8_Age >= 20 and RHBKKK._8_Age <= 59, 'Dewasa',
(If(RHBKKK._8_Age >= 60 and RHBKKK._8_Age <= 74, 'Awal Warga Emas', 'Lewat Warga Emas'
)))))))))))

Note that the end paranthesis is 2n-1, where n= number of ifs.

Thursday, 25 December 2008

Not Guilty!

Had a eureka moment earlier today, well eureka isn't the right word for it, but I cant figure out the word, even though I've checked the thesaurus. Now I like to consider myself a bit of an empath, I can 'feel' other peoples feelings, whether they are sad. happy, concerned, whatever.
So I cry at sad movies, and weddings and funerals because I absorb the overwhelming emotion, captured and channelled within that moment. Yet at times I don't feel anything, and one of these feelings include guilt. So you can say I live a guilt free life, which when you think about it that's a pretty good way to live. Actions are driven by logical decisions, and if I can justify it to myself, it doesn't worry me. I don't need to feel bad about ANYTHING!
However its a fine line against living guilt free and being a psychopath.... think about it, I can justify hacking someone up and putting them in a fridge and not feel guilty.. Ohh thats scary even for me!
So where do I draw the line? Whose line is it anyway. I think this is the struggle within myself, everything I do has to be analyzed, cause and effect, right and wrong, strategy and draw my own line. So I figured this is the curse of the empath, by having to filter every feeling that's coming at them, so only essential and critical feelings are felt, have to filter their own feelings too. So whenever I screw up, sure its my fault, but I still say I'm not guilty. So there!

Sunday, 30 November 2008

0811301445

Bye mom!

waiting for the wrong answer

Back in KL now, thank god I took Shahrul along, slept all the way to Taiping and half of the way back.  Everyone has settled in and is sleeping, Theres a patrol car driving up and down my street, I wonder what for? I can't tell if my mum is sleeping or awake, her eyes are like they are open, but there is no response, what if she's cold, or hot? Now is just the waiting. 


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